Last night I dreamed that I saw Tris and Mel having sex at the sculpture garden on the one wall looking thing. Tristia was trying to wipe her hands off and was looking really self satisfied. I don't know why I dreamed it but it confuses me. I don't know what it means. She never went to the Sculpture Garden with me. It was something I wanted to share with her. oh well. I also had a nightmare about Zombies chasing me around trying to kill me. So, maybe for once my dreams just are dreams with no other story to them. I dunno. I had a few drinks with myself last night haha and it was fun times. Sleep was sweet, I love sleep. I am going to miss cuddling when i'm in michigan. maybe I can talk my friends into cuddling with me. I feel the anxiety in my stomache today and I really don't want it to be there. I need to get motivated to clean this mess up so that I can get over to the condo and finish going through the stuff that is left. I still can't believe all of this is happening.