Mel and I are officially done. I said the words, I made it real.
I have so many processes to go through now. I don't even know where to begin.

It's the strangest breakup I have ever been through. We are going to see where things go when I go to see her. That's right.. I am going. But I have decided to go in May when my classes are done rather than waiting until July. I think that would be a horrible disaster if I waited that long to sort things out face to face. And we both want to see what happens when next we are together. So.. I know I'm doing something stupid but we think it's best to have this break now and then see what happens when we are in the same space. I know we have the love, we have what it takes to make it. The distance was just too much for her.

Now, for the adjustment period.