last night sara and i watched L word until WAY too late. this resulted in me not being able to function or get up this morning. how crazy! but i got up after being screamed at and left upset. work was actually interesting today. sara and i talked alot and that was good. i made some food. that was good. found out that the CEO think i am 'smart' and that i can handle running the cafe' in the event that she talks P into managing another food service thingy. so yea. i don't know how i feel about that. i don't know if i can handle any more than what I am doing now. Also, I don't exactly trust the YWCA to give pay raises and all that. So, no way will I be taking on more work when i really need to concentrate on school things right now. I really want to do well in my classes and i don't want to be anyone's bitch. I guess we will just have to see what develops in this new food service gig P may be getting. on to other notes I am going to PFLAG on Sunday. Yay, I know, this is SO new to me. I would like it if more folks my age came with me. So, please, all you gays come participate in the PFLAG adventure this sunday 2-4. There will be some young LGBT folks who are looking for support and I think it's important for us to help. Saturday I am going to Adam's going away bash. But i dont want him to go away. so yea, that really fucking sucks. i am gonna be sad times. everyone wants to go out on Friday but I don't know how i feel about that. going out 2 nights in a row can be BAD. i am gonna order some pizza now. i am fucking hungry. for real.