went to the dr. and the dr. said " call this surgeon. I hope that you can take a few days off of work for surgery". Basically goodbye. oh goodness. I waited in there for a freakin hour for NOTHING. after spilling mararoni casserole all down my coat and khakis.. after having a freakin panic attack. after everything.. i get 2 minutes with this annoying ass professional who sucks!! oh well. i feel so emotional today. i dunno why. i just want to cry. well. i just cried a lot today. it started about 7am and just didnt stop. i hate feeling so annoyed/irritated/vulnerable. student govt meeting sucked. everything sucked. everything sucks. just one of those dayss.... every song makes me sad.