Isn't in strange how one starts to feel like an outsider once they step back from certain people/places? I haven't really hung out with anyone from the bar in over a month. I feel less stressed and definitely am OUT of the loop on so many things. I see the shit going on in MySpace world and have no fucking idea what they are talking about. That's actually sort of nice. hahahaha! I don't know and I don't need to because I know that in no way can any of it involve me or Tristia. Apparently there are high feelings going around amongst some folks and everyone is taking sides. i love that i dont have to be in that shit. For so long I was 'in the loop' on all the inside drama. Once I took a stand and stepped outside the box, it all just went away. FUCKIN AMAZING! i love it. I am SO excited to be going out tonight. I get to see a lot of people that I haven't in a while. Tomorrow I get to meet my friend Sonja from MySpace and thats gonna kick ass!! yayaya for a party weekend!!