Well, it looks as though today's horoscope might be a little on target. I have been questioning a lot of things lately. This morning i talked to Caid and I think that I answered all of my own questions. I have been confused and lost and wanting things I wasn't sure that I could have. And now I can have all that i want. I am moving out of the apartment. Caid is okay with this, we had a long talk. I don't want it to seem like i am abandoning him, I will be just across the courtyard in reality. He is a close friend of mine, and I treasure that friendship. With all the things going on right now, I am excited to have my own space, a place of my own. So, even though we completely remodeled the apartment to suit us, its gonna be SO different again. Dee and I worked things out yesterday as to paying bills, I can afford it. Caid and I are both really exciting about starting this new chapter in our lives. It's gonna be good times, I think. I realize that i question many things in my life. I wonder what is written between the lines and what can i do to be a better person.. How can i be what i need to be and understand everyone around me. Well, whatever. I think I have truly figured out where i need to be and who does/doesn't need to be in my life. I am about to go to WalMart and to Kmart and attempt to pick up film that i dropped off DAYS ago. so yeas, have an awesome day.