September 28th, 2005

tea time

and the dr said

I went to the doctor and he is dumb. I got some sleeping pills, he told me that my lump doesnt exist (which i could feel right there and had him feel), and gave me a stupid suggested meal plan. I think I am looking for a new doctor.. yet again. he doesnt listen to me and that pisses me off. he used to not be like this and i hate it. i don't get the attention and fair chance to recieve help. fuck it. now i read how badly the cafe' is doing. I don't know what I am going to do. How the fuck do we fire people? whom do we fire? Of course you fire the 2 newest, because that is how it works.. Then who? Marshay or Sara? Sara does a better job with the people and making stuff but Marshay has been there longer. and what about tristia? she only does our catering cooking but still. holy shit. I am really panicking now. I don't think I have the patience to be in class for 1.5 hours and i have to be there in like 45 minutes. oh my goodness. how does one concentrate? I think I am going to have to go talk to a psychiatrist. I NEED HELP and the doctor doesn't listen. fuck fuck fuck. (to quote patrick)
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