September 10th, 2006

tea time


I woke up - straight up. I had a sense of loss and like I had missed something. I dreamed that I was at a table among my friends and we were all talking. Apparently I'd been in some sort of accident a while ago and had forgot a lot of things. Then all of a sudden I remembered them and realized that people had been lying to me since the accident. Including the fact that I dumped my significant other that day of the accident and yet everyone told me we were happily together and so I stayed with. how strange. I feel weird with this knowledge. Maybe it's because I have felt a betrayal lately. Who knows.
I'm tired and need to go back to bed.