BILLI (billinaction) wrote,

waiting for something

I have NO patience. Literally, if someone says that they will be at your house in the morning, and it's already after noon - there is a PROBLEM! I hate waiting, it drives me insane. So, I got stood up. After waiting for 4hours she contacts me that she can't make it.. how about tomorrow. grr. Tomorrow I have an interview and some other things planned. so why is this so hard? We can never spend time together b/c something always comes up.
Tristia is at work all day and won't be home tonight. It's so boring all of this time that I have to myself. I try to stay busy and make friends. go shopping, spend time outside the house. It doesn't always work out for me though. I hate the lonely feeling that creeps up when you spend TOO much time alone.
I drove out to Hopkins to see where the interview is tomorrow. OMG, its freakin far away. On a snowy day it would take me over an hour to get there. The directions predicted 24 minutes to get there, it's more like 40. And I'd have to travel on the expressway until I get to downtown Hopkins - like 4 different expressways. OH! and the kicker is I get to drive through tunnels. EEK! As much as the position would fit me, I don't know if I am willing to drive that far when I hate driving and it's just risky. Tristia said it's not worth it. So, do I even go through with the interview? I guess I will anyway. Whatever.
Tris is here for lunch. the perk of the day.

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