ever have one of those days where it feels like everything you know, you dont know anymore. it seems like everything that i was comfortable in yesterday is suddenly out the window. i cant exactly explain what the hell is going on and i dont really care to try to do so either. things are just really weird and insane. and i am upset and everyone around me is too. I hate that i am doing this shit to everyone that i know.. i need to get my shit figured out. i love her and i dont think she knows or can fathom that. and i cant make things okay with her because i cant even make things okay with me. and so we are experiencing the 'space' thing. and i dont know what will happen from here. i just hope that i dont lose her in my life. this is sad and i hurt. CAN I EVER BE RIGHT AGAIN???!!!!!!!!!!!