disappointedFriday we went to the bar for Jaime's Bday. It was good times. I had fun but I was really tired so we didn't stay that long. Saturday I moved some stuff and I worked and then I moved some more stuff. UGH! Kyle was at Dee's when I got there so that was happy. I always miss him. I don't like long phone conversations, I would much rather sit and talk. Kyle is good at that. He is everyone's bestfriend. (lucky bastard) Maybe one day we can sit and I can tell him all of my internal feelings, my mini- panic attacks, etc. That would be nice.
It's weird getting used to a new place. I have moved so much in the last few years. Maybe I will have a permanent home now. I haven't had a HOME since Roxanne and I lived together. That was my space and since then I have been everyone's roommate. It's sort of nice to have a place of our own, that I get to do what I want with it. Decorating and organizing are all me. I will miss staying with my friends though. Seems like things are getting harder between us and it doesn't make that much sense to me. I hate when I feel like things are out of control and I don't know how they got there.
the world just keeps on spinning.
