BILLI (billinaction) wrote,

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exhaustion sets in

Today was the first day in a while that I actually got up when the fucking alarm went off. It's been so hard to get out of bed lately. I truly just want to sleep.
I had to do 3 meetings and then go to work (of course I was late). UGH! Mr. X stopped me and said he wanted to talk to me. So, after my meeting I went to his office and he said he had heard some things about me and wanted to see if I was alright. I was like 'what are you talking about'. (note: we arent on a personal level) So, 'I hear you have had a loss lately'. Still I am in the dark. Then he tells me it's about me moving. That some people made comments about it and that it was a rough situation. Apparently, N said that he had never seen anyone so happy as this person was the day that I left the apartment. that made me sad. Someone else said that my old roommates were really excited to have me gone. This really hurt my feelings and made me cry when I heard about it. It upset me that a professor at school was confronting me with these things out of concern. I didn't know what to say to him. I was just like WOAH! ok, i guess they didnt want me there. What puzzles me is if they didnt want me there, why didn't they ask me to leave?! anyway, these things confuse me but I dont want to be sad about it anymore. I think things are going to be okay. Certain people agree to disagree and not be friends and thats fine. i just dont want to lose a good friendship in the process.
I am so exhausted from working every night until 11pm. Sandra told me that she would work around Lisa's scheduling so i told Lisa and she scheduled me 32 hours there. Now sandra is pissed because lisa didnt call her first. FUCK THAT! I told sandra for days and days to call and talk to lisa about the scheduling if she was gonna do it like that and she didnt. It was her responsibility. So, she is mad and said she will see what she can do. I have a feeling that I am going to end up working some 16 hour days just so i can get time in at both places. This is SO dumb. she wouldnt talk to me this morning. Kept having her assistant say things to me, I'm like let me just talk to sandra. GRR!!!
anyway, officers meeting. gotta run.

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